2:51:00 AM
Monday, January 30, 2006
Did this test where you draw your preceived ideal house and they will evaluate your personality.
To try it out yourself...
To see my lovely drawing (content advised)...
Me...
Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved.If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.hmmm...I agree it's 90% accurate=) But the part about me being shy and reserved is not quite plausible?
P.S. My drawing looks worse than that of a kindergarten kid. haiz...
12:45:00 AM
truth
daunting. consuming me whole.
blinding darkness
harmless. i hang on for solace.
pseudo warmth
robbed. seeping away.
clinging on
mocking. unveiled.
realisation
face to face with. truth.
9:13:00 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
OK. I admit that I'm in a cheery mood right now=)
Point is, today, I went for The One auditions, and as usual, it was organised by the maginificently well-structured 28th SC. How wondeful they make it sound that we have to be there by 5:30pm cuz the audition starts at 5:45pm. I mean, after some 吊嗓子 act with chee and hsiang, I managed to dash to LT1 on the dot, and to my astonishment, devastation and I must say, disgust, countless contestants jammed the sign-up bench at the doorway when it was only like 5:28pm. Fine, everyone's punctual, that's GREAT, but not when some J1s already queued there way before the commencing time. What's that called? Yep, Kiasu & Kiasi. Anyway, the auditions started at 6:00pm anyway=X Since teachers (they are the marvelous judges) didn't exactly check their watches that often and as I said, the 28th SC is so well-planned that they were unable to maintain the order of the audition and related stuff. Incompetent imbeciles. (ALLITERATION!!! =P)
I somehow landed with queue no. 15 (the heavens are cying), and I have to sit like 30 mins in the waiting room with strangers, maniacs, and some acquaintances that I struggle to recall their names, whom were all practising their singing at the eleventh hour. Wow. Imagine hearing guitars (MANY OF THEM), duets, solos and bands, all playing/singing their own songs with different tempos/rythms/beat/blah blah blah, and in numerous languages. I was so totally wallowing in anguish, terror and fear of beoming schizophrenic.
But my turn finally came...and went. OK, I mean, it was a mere 2mins, where I go in, take the mic, blabber some melodies blended with words in them, the toopid judges ring their bell signalling me to stop, and I'm out of it. Really nothing much, I'm serious. Since I only managed to sing half the verses and half the chorus. Is that much of an accomplishment?
Still, I was a lil' thrilled when chin SM msged me and told me I was shortlisted. Ha...FYI, I didn't make it through the last year when I sang 'Fly Away' by Fish Leong. I was slightly baffled then but when I heard Wong JS aka the universal asshole sing that song during LEP camp, I finally realised the taboo of my life. Trust me, that song is CURSED.
Most importantly, I want to thank all you guys alot! *muack* Especially chee, hsiang, miao, wen, soo, simin and Gay for encouraging me and giving your support. 爱你们哟~~~
9:53:00 AM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Well, as I said before, I am fickle minded. haiz. Indeed, it is once again proven.
Yesterday, I filled up the form for this annual talentime in NY called 'The One' *bleah*, and after twists and turns and coils and rotations, I somehow managed to decide on singing 最初的梦想by范玮琪. However, before long, after a merry bus ride home, I've changed my mind. (-_-"') hehe. Don't start throwing rotten eggs at me! (Fresh ones also cannot hor!) Anyway, I've more or less set my mind on 说爱我by梁一贞, a VERY冷门song that only 1 in 100,000 people have heard it before and that 1 person happens to be me.
Listen to it
here if you are curious=)
说爱我我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空
径直进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见 这种孤单真可怜
多爱一次 就多些寂寞
你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为 快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候 决不会掉眼泪
说爱我
在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了 我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐 有多少还很真呢
说爱我
用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想过 我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗
最后一分钟(说爱我)
Anyway, today chengwei and maorui pissed me off again=X urgh! That toopid CW wants to promote his CCA (I-nnovation) cuz they have a pathetic intake of 5 J1s this year. And his wonderful plan is to hold this fascinating concert during Feb in LT4 and
I, BEING THE TOOPID ASS WHO SANG THAT MAGNIFICENT COMPOSITION BY MAORUI CALLED 'YESTERDAY'S TOMORROW' AS THE MAIN THEME FOR THIS RETARDED FILM WITH THE SAME DAMN NAME WHICH GARNERED A BLOODY AWARD IN THAT F*CKING CANON DV FEST, HAVE TO PERFORM THAT SHITTY SONG!!! Thanks man. I just LOVE it. You rock my world.
And so the bell goes, and I have HCL P1 now...Life's like a vacuum cleaner.
It SUCKS.
8:12:00 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006
muahahahahahahahahaha...
I have finally settled my blog skin=D Warning beforehand: I only stay loyal to my marriage (hohoho, am married for 4 years le!!!) and friends but for anything else, my taste changes rapidly and drastically so I am actually sick of the lil' jap. girl that looks out at the mountains dreamily one fine night with those swirly clouds/fog/mist/smoke in the starry sky blah blah blah...For now, I guess I'll just stick to this simpler skin and hopefully, it will last longer than my previous one
which was a mere 2 wks=P.
And guess what? Chee saw JZ at the J1 H2 Chinese (aka HCL which is partly LEP) classroom today!!! *screams head off* I just finished my HCL lesson today and Chee's lesson happened to occupy the room next door. While she paused and crap with me, who was then going off, JZ entered the classroom I just exited. OMG OMG OMG!!! Next time I'll linger for a longer time before leaving. Even a momentary glimpse will do =D.
And I'll try my best to dig for some 八卦 from the Chinese teachers. hohohohoho...am bursting with glee now! *心花怒放~~~*
Listened to 王力宏's new song with Rain and this unknown-yet-self-acclaimed-popular-female-singer Lim Jeong Hee: 完美的互动. Critically speaking, it's far from完美. I mean, Rain pronounces 我爱你(wo3 ai4 ni3) as 偶爱你(ou3 ai4 ni3)...which is the most irksome way to say I Love You but sad to say, a very 标准Taiwanese mandarin (-_-"') and Lim Jeong Hee pronounces important (eem-por-tent) as (eem-por-tAAnt)...which irks me out too. haiz. Maybe Sony (and all music companies) should just forget about cross-nationality singing. Composing pieces are fine, but NOT singing together. Hasn't 王力宏and卢巧音's好心分手 prove to be disastrous yet? Besides, 成龙and金喜善's 美丽的神话 didn't fare well either, though I quite like the latter's voice. hmph.
Anyway, yesterday was GAY's birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GAY!!! haha. Gave him this Bobdog pencilcase that is actually, quite nice=) OK, that statement is redundant cuz it goes without saying right, how can anyone doubt my taste? *ego look* And simin gave him this pooh bear pen holder that is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO kawaii that I honestly thought of stuffing it in my bag when no one's looking. haha. Just kidding lah. How can a morally upright and honest and just citizen like ME resort to such unscrupulous behaviour? *shakes head*
Thinking of which,
my birthday is coming too!!! YAY!!! =P(have I mentioned this before?)
8:02:00 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Went to tracy's blog and did this quiz about your desirable major. Here goes...
hmmm...Always thought I belonged more to the Arts side (don't ask what I was doing in Science stream last year=X) and am sort of glad that the results show I'm more linguistically inclined. But as my parents said, developing in the Arts direction is relatively more unstable as compared to the Science, because there is no definite formula or answers in the former. haiz. Maybe that's why NY only has around 100+ people in Arts this year. However, since I came from 正常的阶梯, perhaps I should go the less troden path *with determination sparkling in the eyes* hohohohoho......
Trust me, I'm normal.
In case you all were confused with the term 正常的阶梯 (copyrighted 11.01.2006 by yours truly), let me equip you with knowledge of the 正常gang...
gang member/posting:
1) me/正常的阶梯
2) miao/正常的原野
3) chee/正常的太空
4) hsiang/正常的桥梁
5) soo/正常的平地
6) wenxin/正常的汪洋
This so happens on a about-to-rain Wed morning where wenxin, hsiang and I happened to meet on 105...
*wenxin and hsiang said/did something bian tai which I've forgotten*
me: I am sent from above and is currently looking down at the world from the 正常的阶梯...
wenxin and hsiang: ... ...
Afterwards, on a rain-finally-subsided Wed afternoon where miao, chee, hsiang, soo, wenxin and I went home together by 105...
me: Let's form a 正常gang!!!
the 5 of them: ... ...
Anyway, somehow, by hook AND by crook, I managed to pull everyone into the 正常kingdom and be bestowed with a posting each (though chee is still in denial). Aren't I maginificent, awesome, brilliant, superb, wonderful, glorious, splendid, superlative, bravura, breathtaking, marvelous and normal? =D
All are welcome to join the 正常gang!!!! Just behave normally, like me, and in no time, you will find yourself in an overwhelming and exhuberating experience!!! 等你哟~
3:23:00 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Am in com lab now with miao...Feeling a lil' sorry for the LEP people who have to rush their专题作业. Though I myself am interested to take part in it, but looking at the humongous workload, I will gladly reconsider. Actually I do feel guilty to miao they all for sort of deserting the group, though this is beyond my control due to circumstances then, and I thought that it was quite unfair for them to have to burden the entire task that was supposedly to be shouldered together with jas and I. Sorry guys=X But加油加油wo~ Will cheer loudly for you all on presentation day=D
Today was quite slack...for me=) Ponned econs and maths=X I was intending to go for maths but I stopped by and chit-chatted with some friends which resulted in me for being late for like 15mins. And I end up 'gossiping' with JYing, ren and WS in the library. hohoho...Discovered some rubbish stuff, like K's new gf and our opinions of 5C people. True that people who appear to be attached are usually yet to be, like ming and shi; and perhaps vice-versa. And ren/WS (I forgot who =P) even brought up the topic of virginity (which was an uncanny coincidence with a survey miao did on mon that was related with male and female non-virgins) and we even resorted to guessing who are people who has already lose 'it'. uh-hum. But anyway, the focus was mainly on K and YJ, but after much discussion, we realised that K probably isn't the type of person he portray himself to be (the 花花公子) and YJ isn't one who would stoop so low. Main point is: Gay and ninja are just TOTALLY out of the picture; CM doesn't dare to; and Ed should be one who does not consummate before marriage. As for JZ...who knows? =D
Oh, I almost forget that. I am posted to 0605, and gotten my first choice, much to my delight. But I think that the new way of classing is sucky...I mean, S5C just sounds so much nicer in my opinion. haiz. Think I should go buy 4D with those numbers. Praying hard that people in my new class are not:
1) turtles
2) frogs
3) people who adds 应该to everything he/she says
4) gays (no offence, hisang and jas =P)
5) retarded
6) slow
7) stupid
8) immature
9) mumbling freak
and 10) non-human
Let's just pray they are normal humans. Amen.
1:27:00 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
hohoho...am in LEP room now. What luck to see the universal as*hole's bag together with his trademark blue water bottle the moment I stepped in. =X
Just crashed 5C GP lecture and I ended up playing this retarded game called the 'understanding game' (copyrighted 09.01.2006 by yours truly) with hsiang. Some toopid questions that I asked her:
1. What am I most afraid of?
(a) cockroach
(b) spider
(c) snake
(d) snail
(e) rat
(f) frog
(g) toad
(h) flies
2. Which is my favourite animal?
(a) dolphin
(b) cat
(c) hamster
(d) rabbit
(e) dog
(f) whale
(g) monkey
(h) horse
...so on and so forth.
Point is, for qn 2, I thought that was an easy question and since the ans. is (e) dog, I didn't know why it took hsiang 7 guesses to get it right. And she got the cheek to guess 'monkey'. (-_-"') I almost died when I asked her what was so difficult, and she said, "I didn't expect bian tai people to like normal animals." Fine.
I LIKE MONKEYS OK?
Somehow, I managed to coax her into asking one qn and she finally agreed:
Which fruit do I hate the most?
(a) apple
(b) orange
(c) grape
(d) none
Ignoring the fact that the choices given were only half of what I gave, and the last option was quite rubbish (I mean, it's quite impossible isn't it?), I guessed 'orange'.
And I got it wrong.
Then I realised that this qn was set by this normal gay called hsiang ling and decided to bet on 'none'...
And I got it right.
Hsiang, thanks for making me feel so normal.
I suddenly didn't mind setting the rest of the questions.
But that was fun I must say. Haha =D
Oh yah. We celebrated T and Gay's birthdays today. Though not exactly coordinated since Gay was a last minute pull-in; plus the segment where he borrowed a gas lighter from a certain generous canteen vendor to light the candles when we see no source of gas; and the fact that both of them sort of readily agreed to cut the cake holding the knife TOGETHER (why didn't miao and JY do that the last time? *shakes head disappointedly*), the whole thing was enjoyable.
BECAUSE I WAS THERE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA...*triumphant cackling*
K lah. I mean, celebrating birthdays together as a class should be fun right? *winks at miao* Haha. I'ts just that when Gay thought that a gas-lighter is capable of lighting candles, we finally see the maginificent depth of his brain and are fully convinced that there is such a thing as 投错胎. Perhaps the stork carrying the newborn Gay accidentally dropped it on the Yeo's when it coughed. haiz. As I said, fate is cruel.
Good thing is that T and I are now back to the acquaintances stage. She asked me what is 防空演习 in English. Not much of a conversation (oh, I just remembered that I happened to be playing that meaningful game with hsiang at that point of time and wasn't listening to anyone actually =P) but it's better than nothing. Anyway,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY T!
Speaking of which...My birthday is round the corner too!!! *yay!!!*
3:18:00 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
urgh. Another rainy day. I guess January always spells rain. And bad news is: I'm having a runny nose. Ha. Actually I prefer rain to shine, but in this toopid country with such unpredictable weather, I guess I'm not yet immune to the frequent temperature changes. =(
And I checked out my schedule for next week and I spitted blood all over my room. Let me show you the
WONDERFUL and
CONSIDERATE arrangement by the school.
Mon: Crap admin (0745--0845); GP (1015--1115); English (1445--1545)
Wed: GP (0745--0845); Econs (0845--0945); HCL P1 (1115--1215); Maths (1215--1315); Crap assembly (1315--1415)
Thur: PE (0745--0945) *moans*; English (1115--1215)
Fri: Maths (0745--0845); HCL P2 (0845--0945); Econs (1115--1215)
Like, what da hell?! Someone come kill me with a parang...
School=rotting ground? I go there everyday for at least 5 hrs and end up as a rotting log?=X But the two consoles are that this is only for a week and at least 5C does have breaks that overlap with mine where I can go crap or rot together with miao, chee, simin blah blah blah at LEP room. Still, schedule SUX. hmph. Don't let me find the butcher knife. *maid hides butcher knife hurriedly*
*crossing fingers that it'll rain on Thur morning* One thing I just can't understand is why are PE teachers so sadistic. haiz. Is it in their nature or cuz they themselves are driven crazy by the grueling trainings in training schools? hmmm. Upcoming cross country=train like siao for one whole month. I must say I pity the J2s for having to run 6--7 rounds in the 1st PE lesson=X Good things is I am FINALLY able to fulfil my CNNY duties by being the cameraman *winks to soo* for the cross country report and in turn am spared from the torturous 3.2km run at mac ritchie=D Still, I can't escape from the cruelty of having to run like a mad dog for PE. *wails aloud*
Speaking of CNNY, one of my resolution for 2006 is to be a MORE active member. HA. In the past, CCA time=crap, joke, sleep. Felt abit guilty when the committee approached me to do the report and I was like "huh? how?" (-_-"')
I MUST TURN OVER A NEW LEAF!!! *with determination sparkling in the eyes* DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ME K!!! *younger sister shakes head worriedly and calls woodbridge*
3:56:00 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Listening to Norah Jones' "Don't know why". Sort of like that jazzy feel=)
Anyway, I FINALLY got my blog properly done up today. whew! ALL THANKS TO JASGAY, I mean, JASMINE!!! =D So sorry that I'm html dumb=X Treat you to ice-cream next time k? =)
Was a lil' freaked out by miao's latest entry on JZ. Honestly I didn't know she was THAT head over heels over him. LOL. But the fact that he was able to sweep T(actually, anyone can), jas, miao and some miscellaneous people off their feet, I guess it just comes to show that he really possesses charm. Frankly speaking, his looks alone already earned my respect=) Plus his volleyball skills, height...blah blah blah...I think everyone adores JZ=P Once again, the irony is proven that even if empty vessels (think of the obvious) tries hard to do some intellectual talking (I know it's impossible) and be as friendly as possible, they can never hold a candle to the silent sheep aka 沉默的羔羊. haiz. Fate is cruel.
I think I'm getting more and more disturbed by the presence of 陆. hmph. Not that I dislike her or what, but she simply has the ability to put me off. Perhaps it's just the way she talks and looks at people, pardon me if I'm being biased, but many a time, I perceive her kindness and patience as a kind of pretence. For what, I have no idea. Maybe I think too much=X But I'm actually relieved that she is no longer my CT=) At least any form of interaction will be minimised, though I'll see her very often since I've chosen HCL again=X Haha...I don't mean to portray her as some kind of a wicked witch or evil stepmother, of course I believe that she does EVERYTHING for our own good, but sometimes, the way she 话中有话 really makes me feel like ripping her mask off and shout into her face"cut the crap. what are you implying?!"
Alright. Let bygones be bygones. Though I do pity wen for having to take over me and having to face 4 kind-and-compassionate-but-you-never-know-what-they-are-having-up-their-sleeves LEP teachers and people like Gay who loves procrastination; Ninja who always gives a 应该吧-answer-that-never-fails-to-fetch-a-slap-but-am-forgiven-due-to-a-性本善-LEP-rep-then (aka, me) =D; and of course, as*hole of the universe (I don't wanna tarnish my blog by mentioning his name) who......ok, wen, just forget about him.
Am looking forward to 专题作业 presentation. haha. Think miao's grp will be interesting though Gay's group is worth a catch since many exotic species belong to that group. Let me dig for my earplugs and loudhailer. *digs around* Earplugs for use when the universal as*hole is talking and the latter to be donated to Ninja as a token of sympathy and for the good of all mankind who will be present in the LT on that day. I hereby salute to CM, Ed and even GL; they are the brave knights that have endured the perilous 专题作业 meetings. The future of Singapore shall be safe in their hands since they have already tide through the worst.
Here's my condolences. R.I.P., guys.
10:03:00 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
yay...my blog is up yo=D it took me ages to find that blog skin...but gotta fix the resolution a lil'.
I sort of pon sch today. I mean, who in the right mind will go to Sentosa from 0800 to 1630 during the rainy season of January where one moment you are gazing into the azure blue sky and the next you're completely drenched? I don't blame the J1s for having to abide to the programme sheet since it's THEIR orientation but hey, it's time the 28th (this grp of pple in yellow jersey who thinks they're capable of calling the shots around though it's all bullshit and I just can't understand why on earth they deserve 2 CCA rooms. Hello?) go rinse their head in dung. Get a life man.
I think O1 totally suck to the core. It can get into Guiness. Dancing sux. Breaktime sux. Games sux. Everything SUX. urgh. I rather attend chem lectures. but of course, lectures with S5C=chronicles =D
"Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it seems as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday
I believe in yesterday was so far away
Oh yesterday was far away..."
Listening to this song now. Fine, oldies are nice k? Really miss 5C alot. Especially miao, chee, hsiang, soo and wen. Though the following statement might not sound exactly pleasing to the ears, but I confess that I do miss the good ole times bullying this certain gay and writing about this organism that happens to be a cross between a frog and a turtle, otherwise known as the shelled frog. Haha, speaking of which...this 山瑞汤 commercial tickled me so much that I went nuts with laughter and my mum gave me that kinda 'I didn't know turtle soup was that funny. Wow.' look. =P
As a matter of factly, I do look forward to meeting new friends but it has always come to me that juniors belong to the sickening and immature group. Though I must say that I was able to hit off with most girls and a couple of guys in my OG on the 1st day (I was only there on the 1st day k?) I'm still apprehensive at the thought of becoming best of pals with them. bleah. Maybe that's why JZ chose to keep his distance. But once again, his looks compensate all hostility. Call that unfair for all I care. I mean, Gay can be intellectual (possible?!) or witty in years to come...but perhaps his outlook will find itself having a hard time complementing his brain. Oh. I'm thinking too far. Speaking of the impossible. Hmmm...I should have been realistic.
Oh yah. Yesterday after CNNY I was overcome with kindness and decided that for once, I should be compassionate to the lonesome Ninja and bid farewell to him.
Me: I've decided to be a kind soul today.
Wen: Huh? What do you mean?
*Ninja strodes...I mean, crawled past.*Me: Bye bye... (in my kindest and most sincere voice ever)
Wen: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
*Ninja turned back with a complicated look on its face that is beyond comprehension for the HUMAN brain*OK. I don't really bother whether he's hurt or whatsoever. Just that I don't want to hurt the innocent and helpless when I have no such intention. I remember there was once when miao almost broke his turtle heart during a certain lunch break...
Forewords: Ninja wasn't present.Ed
(light-heartedly): I haven't thought of my ambition yet ...I have no idea of what to do when I graduate.
Miao
(excitedly): Oh! You can be a plastic surgeon and give JY a plastic surgery!
*JY arrived in time to hear that fateful comment and placed his food on the table shakily.*Everyone at the same table (me, miao, YJ, CM, Gay blah blah blah...) went silent in horror.Anyway the main point is that miao was actually in doldrums after that incident and apologised to JY. At that point of time, it was really Good Gracious. Coincidence huh? haiz. Sadly, the turtle heart is not as strong as its shell to withstand the harsh reality of life. But as I say (so does everyone), turtles usually do not belong to the human world. Unless otherwise fated. So JY does have an eccentric direction in life. =X
Tomorrow is another day full of O1 shit. urgh. Anyway I'm escaping from 0810 onwards and since chee they all have a 3 and 1/2 hrs break why not rot together? Haven't you heard, "独rot rot不如众rot rot"? (copyrighted 2006.01.05 by yours truly) =D