Well, as I said before, I am fickle minded. haiz. Indeed, it is once again proven.

Yesterday, I filled up the form for this annual talentime in NY called 'The One' *bleah*, and after twists and turns and coils and rotations, I somehow managed to decide on singing 最初的梦想by范玮琪. However, before long, after a merry bus ride home, I've changed my mind. (-_-"') hehe. Don't start throwing rotten eggs at me! (Fresh ones also cannot hor!) Anyway, I've more or less set my mind on 说爱我by梁一贞, a VERY冷门song that only 1 in 100,000 people have heard it before and that 1 person happens to be me.

Listen to it here if you are curious=)

说爱我

我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空
径直进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见 这种孤单真可怜
多爱一次 就多些寂寞

你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为 快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候 决不会掉眼泪

说爱我
在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了 我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐 有多少还很真呢

说爱我
用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想过 我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗
最后一分钟（说爱我）

Anyway, today chengwei and maorui pissed me off again=X urgh! That toopid CW wants to promote his CCA (I-nnovation) cuz they have a pathetic intake of 5 J1s this year. And his wonderful plan is to hold this fascinating concert during Feb in LT4 and I, BEING THE TOOPID ASS WHO SANG THAT MAGNIFICENT COMPOSITION BY MAORUI CALLED 'YESTERDAY'S TOMORROW' AS THE MAIN THEME FOR THIS RETARDED FILM WITH THE SAME DAMN NAME WHICH GARNERED A BLOODY AWARD IN THAT F*CKING CANON DV FEST, HAVE TO PERFORM THAT SHITTY SONG!!! Thanks man. I just LOVE it. You rock my world.

And so the bell goes, and I have HCL P1 now...Life's like a vacuum cleaner.

It SUCKS.