Funny how the way our opinions change.

There are bound to be people whom we chance upon as potential bosom friends. When we finally blossom to that stage, it dies out and eventually settles down back at the acquaintance level, or perishes. Or people whom we get dissed off at the initial moment, only to realise the hidden ability for us to clique as time goes by. Usually, we end up walking a long way down the road together.

I guess we just don't remain the same.

FYI, I have a bad primary school record:

At primary one, my form teacher hated me to the core because I was talkative and at one point of time, 'indulged' in spitting at classmates. haiz. Was that true? I don't quite remember. Maybe a sticking out of tongue or a slight puking gesture at each other was perceived otherwise. But honestly, I was mischievous =P

At primary two, I sort of defied my teacher. Reason simply: I did something wrong and she wanted to punish me by hitting my palm with a wooden ruler. Instinctively, I shunned. And she hit herself =D hohoho...*evil laughter* But those were the days =)

At primary four, I kena my pri. 1 form teacher as my Chi teacher and some shitty ass as my form teacher. It dawned on me on the 1st day of school that I was getting short sighted since I couldn't figure out the 鬼画幅 on the blackboard despite the mere distance from my seat. And I didn't really dare tell my mum cuz I once swore to the heavens that I will NEVER EVER in my life end up wearing specs. Oops. Somehow, she found out (1/2 a year later) when I couldn't see the subtitles on TV and was squinting like hell. And the eye checkup showed that I was already 400 degrees myopic. Oops. 6 months of inability to see the board saw the deteroriation of my grades, so naturally my mid-year results were EXCELLENT. I didn't dare let my mum know and being a P4 idiot, there were loopholes in the lies to my SMART teachers, so my mum gotten my exam papers straight from them. Oops. I had a great taste of 炒粿条 that night. My P4 nightmare paradise ended on a good note when I tumbled into a P5 class without the 2 ass teachers.

Nothing much happened after that...Perhaps I was scared stiff by the then primary school education system? =P

Heh...Crescent life was not that smooth sailing either. Based on the fact that I was in the BEST CCA EVER (NCC), and I ENJOYED EVERY PRACTICE, TOTALLY ADORED MARCHING and LOVED CHEERING WITH MY HEART AND SOUL, I was HAPPY. Ha...I did have wonderful friends and 超级变态死党 there, but since my studies ROCKS and my CCA is MY ONE TRUE LOVE, I was having THE TIME OF MY LIFE. Trust me lah...Honestly, I was reluctant to graduate. And believe me, I cried like shit when I passed out from NCC. I think no matter how much you hate something, you will grow attached to it someway or another.

If benjamin cheah/Ninja was to lay dead in the middle of the classroom one day, I will feel sorry for him. Unless killed by me =D

Anyway, back to the point, 人是会变的. I no longer do dumb things like attempting to hide exam marks and pray that my parents will never find out, I don't join stupid CCAs and suffer like hell and neither was I as strong-headed before to swear to anything. (But I swear I will never become a transverstite =D)

As for judging people and maintaining relationships with them, I just got a long way to go.