I'm feeling a little blue, yet I don't know exactly why.

Maybe it's due to the fact that yesterday was the releasing of 'A' level results, plus I chanced upon a hell popular 梁文福 song: ‘细水长流’. I always have a special kind of feeling evoked whenever I hear the last stanza of the song, ie.

“多年以后 又再相逢
我们都有了疲倦的笑容
问一声我的朋友
何时再为我吹奏
是否依旧 是否依旧......”

Suddenly I realised how time is a silent killer. And my god damn 青春正在悄悄地流逝...Bloody hell. hmph. It FINALLY dawned on me that I'm turning 18 this year, and people like haogay and Jas are already allowed to watch M18 le. Oh no...

Someone stop that clock!!!

And as I'm now typing this entry, another minute of my youth just flew by. And in no time, the 2nd intake people will be all settled down and we will start a torturous term together albeit unwillingly. And before long, the mid-years will come and go, followed by the J2 prelims and the promos then the 'A' levels and soon 2006 will be marked down in history.

Shit shit shit.

And it seems PW was only over a couple of weeks ago but hell no. And 红楼梦 is still vivid in my mind. I even remember what happened in Orientation 2 last year. So what the heck am I doing in 2006 filled with images of 2005 or even before that seems just yesterday?

I believe all current or past LEP/HCL have seen this SOMEWHERE near the LEP room:

长大了以后，你才会知道，
在蓦然回首的刹那，
没有怨恨的青春才会了无遗憾，
如山冈上那轮静静的满月。
--席慕容，无怨的青春

I must say there will inevitably be some 遗憾 somewhere in life and to have a 无怨的青春 is almost impossible, but still, let's try not to leave unfulfiled dreams behind or you won't be able to appreciate the 山冈上那轮静静的满月 in years to come ya? =P

P.S. Will I turn into a werewolf?