Truth is~
I think of life to be fruitfully beautiful,
with the right dose of -
love, chaos, simplicity, eccentricity and paradox.
"'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life."
Most of all,
I'm pretty normal...you know? ^^
Soulful Crotchets~
10:35:00 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
哀伤的哀伤的新闻亲爱的bloggers。我没有通过qualifying。我不幸地被刷下了以紧张和伤风事故。我被这新闻深深地痛苦。我总告诉了自己勿怕舞台和观众。我不认为我能表现出我的感觉由单独blogging。如此我创造了这首诗。显示我对qualifying的感觉刷下。
“我我我我
我是out out out 的
现在比赛比赛比赛
对我聚集哀伤哀伤哀伤哀伤
在我的生活中从未有我感到很坏的”
*Courtesy of Miss M. and her blog entry^^--
Relax people! I'm still sane! =D Just thought it's be fun to impersonate Miss M. for a while =) How is my rendition of her writing style? =P Hoho is this plaguarism? But I can't care less lah. I mean, what's the worse thing that can happen? Me becoming her next best friend? o_O (After Miao, who had unfortunately 'passed on' due to the 面条和铁锅事故) Actually, that's pretty scary O_O
Anyway, as you can tell, I did not make it into the finals =/ Well strictly speaking, I do feel a tinge of disappointment but definitely not as severe as what I've bullshitted above =P Of course I'd hope to get shortlisted since I've come thus far, but the thought of me having to invest one whole evening for the rehearsals and another for the actual event plus no guarantee (impossible in fact) in winning doesn't seem too appealing. Especially when bloody J2 work is piling up =( I owe my dear Lit. teacher 3 essays. Yes, I know, it's appalling ='(
You may think I'm being sour grapes and all, but honestly, it'll be more saddening for me to be kicked out after forking out a few more hours of my youth for the finals because winning is absolutely out of the question even if I was in my top form. Stupid flu still bugging me =( I was much more nervous than last year because most of the contestants before me were seriously good! =O I'm happy though, that I did try my best, despite being wobbly and kinda shaky. Haha I'm still lacking, in short.
Once and again, million thanks to all you wonderful guys! =D 千言万语难说起,只有一句谢谢你!(Pardon me for being cliched XD) ^^ *hugs*
If sadness cascades into your heart,
and lingers in doleful morass.
If happiness falters in shroud,
and leaves before grazing your brow.
Tell yourself...
This too, shall pass.