Shifting to LJ, for the fun of it. This blog will still be around, but left to its own devices. :D

New home,

http://shinaholic.livejournal.com

same ol' me. :)

I'm probably going to rekindle my blogging spirit seeing how it serves me well in the mornings. :D It's the time of day when everyone's starting up their gear and work productivity is generally slow(er). No I'm not skiving, but just, not occupied at the moment. XD

And I realised I'm really bad at keeping in contact. With anyone. :[ I have tons of people I wanna catch up with, and I should get to that ASAP. :D But since I'm working during weekdays...time's such a pain. :(



D: I'll work something out~

Sidepoint 1: I'm really thinking of switching my blog to LJ or something, I kinda like it there better. Or perhaps I should just change my layout. Blog revamp is underway!

Sidepoint 2: I hate it that I can't type Chinese in the office cause they don't have the in-built software. Unless I go on the World Wide Web to search for Chinese characters and copy + paste them one by one. >.>;; Scrape that, sounds too retarded. Le sigh.

So I'm now at work, with some time on my hands, typing away on the Macbook and trying to look engrossed, and hopefully, busy. I have a feeling it's not working. D: Anyhow, blogging is a good smoke screen. :]]

Random as I was to blog (OMG after all these months), random as this post shall be! :D

1. Working at DDB, an advertising agency, for the vacation. Was bombarded with dozens of advertising jargons on my first day, but Wikipedia saved my ass. >.>;; Awesome colleagues and workstation, so I'm merry, up till now. :) Though I was almost snuffed out by slogging over a 110 slides powerpoint last week (!!!), the end product was great, so, YAY~ ^^

2. The weather is mad these days. I suspect it's operating on Murphy's Law. .___.

3. I dread 22 May. TTT^TTT Bloody exams results.

4. Facebook quizzes ♥♥ Shows you how bored I am. /)_(\

5. Heading to Taiwan on 30 May till 14 June! ^0^ I miss my folks. ;___;

6. Isuspectmycolleagueislookingmyway. :o

Signing off now~ TBC?

我小学时候没几个朋友，也不知怎的，总之很不讨喜。到了中学，学会开玩笑、看情况，处世待人的能力转好了。不过，依旧是个性冲，多抽善感得过火，现在回想起来还蛮让自己作呕的。犹记有一次和朋友闹了口角，脱口而出一句：“如果你这样我真的就会slap你！”结果她只抛我一个冷眼就走开了。从此我便知道，言语是把双刃刀，刺伤别人之余，终究会刺伤自己。

我偶尔还是会得罪别人，这是免不了的。但已不再是周旋着鸡毛蒜皮的话题，那种一道出便会让人反感、难堪的话。我想人总会变的，所追求的友情也一样。小时候的伙伴较像酒肉朋友，一块儿去欢乐、玩耍，在autograph book上写一句friends forever，现在却已音讯杳然。长大后结交到的朋友都希望能成为知音，即使和自己个性迥异，但在心灵上却是互通的。

庆幸的是我不再是当年懵懂的自己，但人总要在过了那个阶段后才明白成长的可贵。有时候我希望人不会变，毕竟任性是种挥霍，随着青春流逝——我到底是个渴望随心所欲的人。但以较成熟的心态回顾幼稚的自己：追忆还是幸福的。

他们说过了嘛：沉默比吵架怕人。

没错。庆幸的是我们避掉了无谓的尴尬，不幸的是这便代表结局已定。

不是第一次了，所以我不特别心慌。这周而复始的悲哀，叫人心寒。仍深感无奈，但不是怕交锋，而是怕接踵而来的不便。在这么个拥挤空间共存的我们，何必陌生相待？当不成密友，就沦为泛泛之交吧。我们之间的缘分，还是有的。

看了《寂寞的十七岁》，确实，没有人应该寂寞。可孤独就是寂寞吗？那也不然。就如陶渊明愿独自归隐，沉浸于大自然，心放了空，自然就能享受其乐。但生活在尘世里的我们耐不得这般潇洒、风度，因此我们大多均成了群体动物，相辅相成。

冥冥之中我们相遇了（能和某个人相遇，其几率是六十亿之一），然后相知、相惜。朋友间存有的应是一种无言的默契，能在宁静中听到对方的声音，能从眼生体会彼此的感受。我们尝试了，三番四次努力了，可就是一败涂地。要是你学会聆听，你会领悟更多更多；要是你懂得领悟，我们能心照不宣。要是你回想你对我们说过的只字片语，或许你会后悔，或许你不会，或许，也已不再重要。

套句老话吧：你走你的阳关道，我走我的独木桥。井水不犯河水，未尝不好？只是，殃及了池鱼，让人慨叹可惜。

也许，会有那么一天，大家能敞开心胸忘记这段不欢而散。然而到时候你会发现，我们之间的牵连，也就如此而已。